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…………ヨシュア。

...Joshua.

また外で寝るのか？

Determined to sleep outside again, hmm?

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やはり、エステルと 同じ部屋はイヤか。

Not a fan of sleeping in the same room as Estelle, I take it?

……あの子はお節介すぎる。

...She's way too much of a meddler.

しかも何も分かっていない。

She's also completely clueless.

自分がどれだけ危険なことを しているかということも……

She's got no idea how much danger she's willingly exposing herself to...

カシウス・ブライト。 あなたが教えるべきでしょう。

Why don't you tell her, Cassius Bright? She has a right to know.

……どうして何も言わないんだ！

Why do you stand by and say nothing?!

……エステルの隣の部屋な、 今は物置になってるんだが……

...The room next to Estelle's has been used as a storage room for a while now, but it could still be converted into a bedroom if need be.

片付けてお前が使ってもいいぞ。

It might actually be perfect for you.

確かベッドもあったはずだ。

Haven't been in there in a while, but I think there might even already be a bed in there.

…………遠慮しておきます。

I'm fine as I am.

僕には、必要ない。

I don't need a room.

フム…………

Hmm...

確かにエステルのやつは 何でも首を突っ込むからな。

I'll give you that Estelle loves to poke her nose into anything and everything that catches her interest.

お前の目から見れば、 単純で何も分かってない、 ただの子供でしかないだろう。

And I can see how from your perspective, that makes her look like a simpleminded, clueless child.

だがな、ヨシュア……

But that's where you're mistaken.

……何も分かっていないのは むしろお前の方じゃないのか？

It's not her who's clueless--it's you.

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Ah... !

少なくともあの子は 自分が何を欲し、何をすべきか あの子なりに分かっている。

Estelle knows exactly what she wants out of life and what she has to do to get it.

それはあの子が あの子であるために 必要なことなんだろう。

Those things are part of what makes her who she is.

……まあ父親としては もう少しだけ女の子らしく 育って欲しいとは思うが……

Although, I can't deny that I was hoping to raise her to be a little more of a...well, ordinary girl than she's grown up to be.

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それでもヨシュア……

Still, compare that to you, Joshua.

欲することも、すべきことも 見失っているお前と………

You don't have a clue what you want anymore. You don't know what you should be doing.

果たして、どちらが正しい？

Which of you is really in the right here?

………僕は………………

I...

……言っておくが 俺はお前を甘やかすつもりはない。

Just so we're clear, whatever you decide to do, I have no intention of indulging you.

去れとも、ここに居ろとも言わん。

I'm not going to tell you to leave...but I'm not going to tell you to stay, either.

お前がこれから どこに行き、どうしたいのか……

What you want to do, where you want to go, who you want to become...

そして何者で在りたいのかは お前自身が決めるんだ。

Those are all things for you to decide, and you alone.

それはまだ…… 誰も知らないことだからな。

No one can make that decision for you, and no one knows what kind of decision you will make. Only you.

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……僕、は…………

I...

（僕は……一体……？）

(Just what do I want...?)